I stand in the middle of a well-paved street, no cracks nor patches, its median strip strong, unfaded, stretches of rectangles bright on the blacktop swallowing the image of the sun. The street is new and old. In the process of being made, having already been forgotten.
Tall pines are lining the street, uniform and perfectly still. The thought crosses my mind, the thought that, if I were to stray from my destined spot, one touch would reveal the trees as styrofoam, cut and painted to fit description, Velcro needles attached to their limbs. Lines and lines of liar's trees no god would have created.
Who are you?
I think, I think beyond the m
I wake up to the songs of unnamed birds and the rays of a sun undeterred by the wooden boards I have nailed to the window, requirement for privacy even here. I wake upto a soft breeze tugging at the mosquito net and the tickling sensation of a spider on my face, inching its way toward my hairline. And after only a few moments of blissful ignorance, granted by the daze of an unfinished dream, I feel dismayed.
On a beautiful day like this, a terrible thing must happen.
Bresh's allergic to strawberries.
The last time he ate some he spent two hours squeezing vomit through his swollen gullet, nearly drowning in spit, half-digested food and gastric acid before his father opted to throw him into the car and drive him to the ER. It was a suicide attempt. He knew he would go to hell for this. But Bresh had somehow banked on God not noticing that it wasn't accidental.
Death by strawberry.
He thought that was funny.
It broke.
Hard.
Stuff like this breaks, you never get it back together. There'll always be cracks. Large ones, at that. I mean, you can try. You can search and scramble, but I tell you: all those small pieces will be forever left missing. And you know how the saying goes: It's the small things in life.
Yeah. It kinda broke. It will never be the same. I know that. You know that. Sounds to me like we're in agreement. So why do you keep screaming at me, for God's sake? Can't we just skip to the make-up sex?
What do you want me to say, then? Tell me. You say it, I'll repeat it. It's simple. You tell me what you need to hear from me so you'll
And The Genie said: Define Solitude by Celvas, literature
Literature
And The Genie said: Define Solitude
Somewhere between Now and Then there sits a rock in the ocean. Somewhere on that rock, smack in the middle to be exact, sits a beautiful two-story house, all white walls and black-tiled roof. Outside of said house there sit two dozen men and women, celebrating, patiently waiting for the guest of honor to appear.
Have I not fulfilled your wish? On your third day on that roof, surrounded by cannibals, have you ever felt this solitary before?